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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 24, 2008, 7:24 AM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Watching: D. Gray Man
  • Eating: Bloody Iron tablets.
  • Drinking: WATER
Mood: Frustrated...and oddly enough motivated to do something stupid.


Today I went on the hunt for Dressmakers!

I failed...epically.

I found three, one took a look at the picture I printed of Cathy's circus outfit and quoted a very big number, fabrics not included, so no-no for him. The secound was false advertising, said on the sign dressmaking but do they? Noooo! The third said they could, resonable price, fabrics in the store, all was well with the world! Right up untill I mentioned the date it was needed and she said there wasn't enough time becuase they were closing for a holiday.

So yeah...FAIL!

Thus bringing me to my stupid idea, we're back to lets make it ourselves!

Note the following key factors - I have no experiance, I have a limited budget, I have no sewing machine to work with, I have a fear of sewing machines so thats out of the question anyway.

So yeah it would be hand made...really hand made... But it should be cheaper then getting a dressmaker to do it. Still I've got two other possibilites to check out and then I can got to plan B.

Aside from that everything is going moderatly well. My internet seems to hate me...My perants hate me...I have no job...It feels like a volcano erupted around here. But yeah still smiling still happy!

I'm weird I know. ^^

Demmy x

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*stripeydani MA TROWA!

*ShurikenFire The Prey =^^=

~FearisHere The crazy Kitty!

Appearing as Catherine Bloom for the Midlands Expo 2008!

-insert evil laugh here-

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 18, 2008, 1:30 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children Soundtrack
  • Eating: Bloody Iron tablets.
  • Drinking: Fruit Shoot!
Evil laughter indeed! For tomorrow I throw Steph at my crazy friends The Frosty Shadows!

I think they might maul her hehe ^^ Nah she'll be fine!

Well as you can see this journal has started on a bright note, cause I'm no longer emo-ing in the corner ^^. I needed to rant and get a lot of my chest...I beat the shit of my pillow and snapped at anyone who looked at me wroung...Its my way of dealing with things...^^;

Still unemployed but no longer entertaining the thought of the RAF...phew... I hate the RAF but its always an option.

Anyways, I shall talk about meh cosplay's now! Haven't done that in a while...

As you can guess I'm not really spending any money...in fact I've limited myself to just £10 till I get a new job, cause the rest goes to the Midlands Expo! So the whole joy and excitment I was having over the idea of making my very own Catherine Bloom cosplay is over...I'll have to get it made by someone else becuase the expence of doing myself is just too much for my dwindelling savings. So a little bummed about that but what can you do really... On another note I have another cosplay in the works.

I recently gave up on the wig I had orignally bought to style like Demyx. So I attacked it with scissors and when I'd finished it looked like another one of my favourite characters...Hayner! So a few adjustments later and I had myself a Hayner wig! Woot! Off cource can't make the rest of the cosplay till new job...Oh cruel fate!!!

Well considering how lifes been recently I'm very optomistic and happy! So yey!

Dem x

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*stripeydani MA TROWA

*ShurikenFire Teh Prey =^^=

~FearisHere Teh Crazy Kitty


Appearing as Catherine Bloom for the Midlands Expo 2008!

=Current mood: Quite Happy=

I'm a Gay Man Trapped In A Lesbian's Body

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 11, 2008, 6:47 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Alanis Morissette
  • Drinking: Charlie XD
I like shocking people with first impressions, the title being one of those 'shock moments' hehe ^^.

Moving on. Job searching is a bitch. Reeaaallly hate it. Stupid application forms are so annoying to fill in. I hate the part 'Why do you think you'll be good for this line of employment?' BAH! The answer I always want to write is - I'm desperate for the paycheck so I'm selling myself to you!

Its the same with job interviews! You feel like such a prostitute! I've banned my mother from saying, 'You just have to sell yourself' IT SOUNDS SO WRONG!

And seriously what the fuck happened to DA?! I'm off frolicking through Google for an hour and when I come back to DA for a check up BAM! New layout and everything! The messaging centre wouldn't load for 3 hours! So yeah I was royally pissed at that...

In other news I got my blood test back...Oh joys... So to say I'm having a bad month is the understatement of the year. I've been fired, I'm having a shit time at home, I hate my fucking parants and to top it all off I have the lowest blood count my Doctor has seen this year. Apparently one step away from being shipped to the nearest hospital and having Iron Injections shoved in every avalible vein.

Am I happy about the pills getting shoved down my throat 3 times a day? Fuck no. Am I happy that my biological parants are threatning to chuck me out on the street? Fuck no. Am I happy that some of my closest friends could give a shit about how fucking miserable I am right now? Fuck no.

Now the rant is over...I needed to vent...

Yeah sorry I haven't done the feature thing but with only one person who wanted featured and I can't be assed right now. Maybe another time.

For now Emo Demmy is out...

And for gods sake DA! FIX THE FUCKING MOOD SHIT! I'M NOT FUCKING EAGER!

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*stripeydani MA TROWA

*ShurikenFire Teh Prey =^^=

~FearisHere Teh Crazy Kitty


Appearing as Catherine Bloom for the Midlands Expo 2008!

Isn't it Ironic?

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 2, 2008, 3:15 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Alanis Morissette
  • Watching: AMV's
  • Drinking: Charlie XD
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The irony of life...

When one part of your life goes remotely well, another part spectacularly falls to peices.

For instance, I just start to move on from my Ex and then I'm fired. Sucks...

But Yeah moving on, trying to find a new job, looking forward to the Midlands Expo, although sad I won't be making my own outfit now due to budgeting T^T.

Life should start to look up soon...I hope...


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I will be featuring 10 people on my journal... these 10 people are decided by the following:

The rules are the 1st 10 people to comment on this get featured in my journal. I'll even do a little comment on your work next to the link to your page so people know how awesome you are! But the catch is you have to "pay it forward" by doing the same in your next journal page.

It's a good way to promote other people's art & make new friends or revisit old ones.


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*stripeydani MA TROWA

*ShurikenFire Teh Prey =^^=

~FearisHere Teh Crazy Kitty


Appearing as Catherine Bloom for the Midlands Expo 2008!

Welcome to my life! XD

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 5, 2008, 8:09 AM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Alanis Morissette and a bit of Gackt ^^
  • Reading: Fanfiction and Manga
  • Watching: Amvs and Anime
  • Drinking: Charlie XD
Yo! ^^

Been awhile since I last updated this, well I've been super busy!

Job is going excellent! We'll have been open for 4 weeks this Friday. I get two days off this week 'cause I got to work the weekend. Boss is (finnally) taken a few days off for Rockness.

Midlands Expo is a GO! As I sit and write this I'm booking the flights and accom. ^^ I can't wait! I'm sad that I may not get to meet Zexion T^T I was looking forward to seeing him too! Still I get to meet Dani! Wootage!

My cosplay took a dramtic turn about a week ago, when I decided to make the entire cosplay from scratch! So I shall be buying a resonably priced sewing machine and getting stuck in to that in the coming months ^^ If anybody has any hints or tips on the whole 'Making an outfit from the basics' PLEASE HELP ME! I really have no clue how to do this ^^;

Yeah, thats really all I can think of at the moment ^^ Oooo please tell me whether I should cosplay Roxas! I've uploaded a pic of my wig, which is still in the very early stages...and by early I mean the thought jumped me a total of 30 mins ago...so yeah ^^ Lemme know if its a good idea or a bad one!

Demmy X

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